What if everything’s changed? What if everyone is different? What if I’m different? What if Los Anonos is different?
It is. We are. It has. I know that things have changed since last time I went to Costa Rica. I know it. But I’m nervous to see just how much has changed. Just how different things are. I don’t know quite what to expect this time.
Some of the changes will be good ones. And I’m excited to see those. But some of the changes will be hard ones. And I’m nervous.
This trip is going to be waaaay different than any other trip, and for a number of reasons. Nervous nervous nervous. Excited.
Mixed feelings. I don’t even know what I’m feeling right now. Maybe I’m feeling so many different feelings that they’re all mixing together and becoming indistinguishable. I can’t quite tell.
Leaving our house in seven hours. Leaving the meeting place in 10.5 hours. Leaving the airport in 14 hours. It’s so strange to think that I’ve been waiting for this for one year, four months, and twenty-two days…and it’ll be over in a week.
But that’s okay. Because this week is going to be amazing.
I won’t be doing internet much while I’m gone, so I’ll be out of contact until at least July 30th at the earliest. I’ll probably end up doing like I did for Africa and Asia, and just post my journal entries here on Love Letters once I get home, so you can read all about the trip then.